Hello everyone, I’ve been browsing the site for a while and have finally made up my mind to become a member. I’m submissive to my lovely wife, and we’ve shared thirty years of marriage together. At the beginning, she was quite traditional, but now she matches me in kinkiness, sometimes even surpassing me in specific areas. Throughout our time together, She has supported my desires and tolerated my self-centeredness. She is the ideal spouse, companion, and partner I could hope for; most men can only envy having such a woman by their side.
The reason I’m sharing this with you all is that I admit to being selfish. While I believed myself to be truly submissive, I realize now that I am largely seeking the male fantasy of Female Dominance as portrayed in online videos. Despite my self-focus, she continues to give it her all while I get frustrated, withdraw, and stop engaging when things don’t suit me. We’ve been attempting a FLR dynamic with Chassidy for roughly two years, though it has had its ups and downs largely due to my issues. I’m not entirely sure why I act so self-defeatingly regarding this chastity arrangement, which is exactly what brings me here—to understand the cause and fix it so I can realize our lifelong dream together.
That’s enough for now; I just wanted to greet everyone.