I’ve been in the lockup for a few weeks now and I’m incredibly horny. BUT, it feels great. My energy levels are up, my mood is good, and I’m channeling that drive into my job. The only rough patch is late at night when I’m bursting with desire while my wife sleeps peacefully beside me. Honestly, it really hurts then—quite miserable just for those hours—but that’s exactly the time I need to stay locked. Otherwise, I doubt I could hold out; I know myself well enough. Other times are easier to handle, but if she lets me out too easily, I might give in.
My wife knows I’m really turned on. I haven’t begged for relief yet, even though I desperately want it. It would be disappointing if she said NO, but strangely, I’m also a little anxious about her saying YES. Isn’t that weird? I’m almost worried I’ll lose my focus and energy boost. Can anyone help me make sense of this?