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Noticed I’ve been drifting into subbie mode lately, and the worst part is that she noticed it too.:oops: She even asked if I had been touching myself (I’m unlocked while a blister spot heals). Honestly, I don’t know. A few days ago I was really horny but not very much like my subbie self. Is it because I’m not caged? Or is it that she hasn’t asked or told me to do the maid thing in a bit and I kind of let it slide? Maybe being in boy mode for so long has made me forget how submissive I feel? She gives me plenty of opportunity to serve her orally, and foot rubs still happen, but not with that feverish urgency like before. We had sex last week and got to finish, though that was a while ago now. It’s not that I’m not horny; it’s just that the urge to please isn’t as strong as usual. The closest I came to feeling right was when she playfully teased me about smacking my balls. I turned away and hugged her, we were both laughing, and she gave one more attempt at a swat before I submitted that I was sorry and we went upstairs. It’s an odd sensation. Obviously, I didn’t want her to smack my balls, but I did want her to take control and do it if she wanted…tie me up if necessary. That felt like the closest I’ve been to subbie in a while. I don’t know what it is. Just this morning (still uncaged) she grabbed my cock and started stroking it. The sudden pleasure down there startled me; I didn’t even get hard right away. @Mistress Amanté means the world to me, and I want to be the doting partner she wants and deserves.