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I won't be pushing her tonight regarding wearing more than panties around the house. Earlier this afternoon, I started bringing up her anal toys that she has for me. She gave a firm instruction: if I want to last longer than 14 days, I should keep talking about both the toys and cross-dressing. I think it's best I stay quiet now.

> Den737 said: > I won't be pushing her tonight regarding wearing more than panties around the house. > > Earlier this afternoon, I started bringing up her anal toys that she has for me. She gave a firm instruction: if I want to last longer than 14 days, I should keep talking about both the toys and cross-dressing. I think it's best I stay quiet now. Still getting used to using this journal feature. Well, today she had me shave her legs, then made me give her a shower, followed by applying lotion to her feet. Since starting my 14-day lock down, I've noticed a difference in her demeanor today.

Yes, there is a shift in her demeanor now. She has become stricter with me. Last night alone, I was threatened with an extended lock down twice within two hours. Since this is my first strict period and drawing on past experience, I want to avoid a third threat because that would mean the extension holds. A bit frightening is her hinting at a 30-day duration. I have only been locked for 7 to 10 days so far in our FLM dynamic, and honestly, I am unsure how I will manage 30 days.

Don’t push things she might not be into like crossdressing. Those kinds of activities require serious discussion.

> LockedPom said: > Don’t push things she might not be into like crossdressing. Things like that require serious discussion. > Click to expand... I am done pushing after last night and the threat of a longer time in lock down. I think I will just keep my mouth shut and continue doing as I am told.

Just another day serving her . No more threats of extinction because I have kept quiet. I counting the days left and I don't know why . It's only day 2,but for some reason this strict 14 day lock down is different.

Oh darn. Was outside having my coffee and a smoke when she got up early. Didn't dress her or have her coffee ready this morning . I off to a good start today. I know there is no excuse and I got the look that I am in trouble. I now hope she is not planning time for me on the bondage table today.

Been trying my best to make up for this morning. Made her French toast for breakfast. Gave her a shower and anything else I can think of. She wanted a new mattress and i am getting us a King size from a Queen. So far she hasn't looked at the bondage table.