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Let me begin by mentioning that I’m new here and have stayed locked without any release since November 22nd, 2017…which feels like a long time to me. Getting straight to the point so as not to lose your interest: I am desperate for an orgasm…but let me clarify, NOT by touching my Mistress’s cock. I’d love to cum again but want this next one to be special and different, truly mind-blowing…or perhaps I simply don’t want it at all! Part of me really wants to spill over, yet I fear a disappointment. My mistress focuses purely on denial; no ruined orgasms or edging sessions for me…I never touch her ever-shrinking cock. Has anyone else experienced this conflicting thought process…wanting it but also not wanting it? Please help me resolve it!