Journals and blogs discussion

If you are just joining this discussion, it could be worth your while to pause and check out my Introduction post. With that in mind, let’s get into the main content… Lately, I’ve realized it is time to cut back on my stroking. Yes, i have been attempting to ruin most of my orgasms, but even with that goal, I haven’t been doing as well as I thought. So here I am, secured in a fresh device. I plan to use the next few days for breaking it in and retraining my mind regarding the everyday pleasures and annoyances of being locked up. On Friday night, I will engage the lock to begin an official denial phase. In the meantime, I’ll be figuring out which kind of torment suits me best. My current thinking involves using dice to set the days, with moderate-to-low chances for unlocking, low odds of getting a full orgasm but high likelihood that it will still need ruining. More updates from my mind .. but no release from my balls anytime soon.