Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

I haven’t posted much here for a while, so this is just a brief update. It has been exactly four months since she took off my cb and I haven’t worn it since then. Some of you may recall that I was locked around the clock for 4 months at the end of 2016. This year saw some shorter stretches, but going without a chastity device for these past 4 months feels like the longest time I can remember. However, being “free” down there doesn’t mean my orgasms have returned to their usual state. After our second child was born, her libido dropped significantly. She still enjoys sex and gets pleasure from it, just not as frequently as before. Moreover, she seems to enjoy watching me “suffer” more and more lately, which is a bit frightening. I don’t complain because she holds the reins. Besides, chastity and denying myself climax are things I brought into her life. My main goal is keeping her happy. I was released from my jailbird on May 24th. We had intercourse twice in the following month, including one time when she gave me an incredible blowjob. After that period, pleasure became scarce for me. Over those three months, I experienced a lot of orgasms—almost daily—and by “a lot,” I mean nearly every day were ruined. Each and every one was ruined. Sometimes it got so difficult that I almost cried. I have adapted to many aspects of our relationship, but I cannot get used to the ruins. They are terrible… So today she laid out her plan. I will stay free until the end of this month, allowing myself normal orgasms as usual. Starting in October, I go back into lock. She hasn’t quite decided yet if I’ll have one final good orgasm last September. We might even have sex again then. But come October, I will be locked for sure, at least until the year ends. At least that’s what she says. She often teases me about how much she likes the thought of having me locked up for a full year. But I doubt we (or rather she) are ready for such an ordeal. Still, three months of chastity isn’t all she has planned. I also won’t be allowed to touch her without permission. So picture us cuddling and spooning at night—she loves that routine and likely can’t give it up—with plenty of kissing involved… The part that slightly worries me is the penalty for touching her without asking. Punishment enemas, longer buttplug wear, and other BDSM games will serve as consequences. She finds this very amusing because she’s confident I’ll instinctively reach out to touch her often. So… one more week to go. Then three months until New Year’s Day. And I promise to write here more frequently!:)](data:image/gif;base64,R0lGODlhAQABAIAAAAAAAP///yH5BAEAAAAALAAAAAABAAEAAAIBRAA7)