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I brought my fiancé into the world of Chastity about a year and a half ago, and lately she’s taken it seriously. She gets incredibly aroused watching me locked up, which has made her even more bossy. Before all this happened, I showed her some Tumblr posts detailing what I find attractive about being controlled. I stand 6’3” at 240 lbs while she is only 5’2” and 110 lbs; it feels so good having such a petite woman take charge. Since April, she has allowed me just one orgasm each month… though she didn’t strictly enforce daily Chastity. Over the past few months, her rules have tightened steadily: ensuring I stay locked up, demanding body rubs, delaying my release, giving spankings, biting me, and teasing me constantly. Three weeks ago, while unlocked and humping her leg… I accidentally crossed the line and came without permission. She wasn’t pleased, so she has forbidden me from cumming until at least November 4th. About two weeks ago, she transformed into a teasing, bossy, dominant mistress… keeping me locked up and tormenting me relentlessly. Then she required me to draft a Chastity contract with her before allowing us more cuddling time. Except when I am working, my Holy Trainer stays on at all times; I unlock it at 5:30 AM and lock it again at 3 PM upon returning home Monday through Thursday (I have Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays off, and for months now I’ve been locked throughout entire weekends and days off. The key is kept in the bathroom Mon-Thu, and she collects it every Thursday evening)… If I fail to lock up immediately after work or if Mistress grants freedom but I don’t re-lock promptly when told, I lose that privilege. Basically, my free time is now spent locked away. Under our agreement, I must greet her at the door upon her return from work, ask if she needs anything, and offer a leg rub; one day I forgot to do this, so she delivered a hard spanking as punishment and made me stand in the corner. She is becoming very comfortable wielding all that power… making me read our contract daily. She teases me, declaring she won’t let me cum for the rest of the year. The dynamic has shifted; she holds all the reins… I’ve already been warned not to expect more than 12 cums annually. As my mistress becomes increasingly bossy and dominating, my attraction to her grows… she recently purchased a leash so she can lead me around our home. I opened up my fantasy world to her, and there is no turning back now; she has started loving it too. Just last night as we were falling asleep, she mentioned taking the vibrator to my cock cage during her next release for me, meaning I’ll be cumming like a bitch. Needless to say, I am a needy mess right now… completely addicted to my fiancé