Female led relationships discussion

Here is our current situation… I am seated next to him, wearing a large nappy with locking pants chained tightly around his waist - I hold the key and he cannot wee or poo without my permission. He has no hair on his body at all - completely smooth. I will occasionally remove it for my enjoyment, making him appear more like a baby. He drinks milk every night while resting against my full breasts; he is allowed to stroke Mummy’s special place and bring me to orgasm. He cannot penetrate Mummy, although I do let him sniff my pussy and I sometimes cum into his mouth. I feed him regularly - giving him baby food and lots of huge bottles of milk while teasing him relentlessly! A few months ago we finished a stint of chastity and I decided to reward the boy with a fucking session… We drank some wine, shared plenty of sexy kisses, I undressed him, and played with his cock - it was rock hard and throbbing! I lay on my back and pulled him towards me intending to switch positions but the feel of his hard cock against my stomach became too much so I opened my thighs and he entered me. He pumped and pushed deep inside for a few minutes… until I felt something stranger than anything else in my life… I pushed him away, laid him onto his back with his arms raised above his head (as they should be), and lowered myself onto his cock - he began to moan and his legs twitched as I moved faster … I came so quickly and hard that it brought me to tears! He also shot like a rocket and very quickly… Afterwards we both knew things had truly changed- Mistress has evolved into the core of this relationship. I am woman, hear me roar!!!!! Mistress is real and central to everything we do. My life has improved greatly and my bond with my slave/sub/baby/husband is sexier and more exciting than ever . One thing is certain, things have come a long way in 2 years. He is becoming more submissive, behaves himself well and shows me he is dedicated to “us” . This makes me very happy and I just know this is now a lifestyle - not a game. Serious… but ever so, totally fucking awesome;)