Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

I don’t want to reach release, and she has decided to keep me from it … possibly forever.. It’s been almost a year since I asked the question…. The chastity lifestyle seems to have Conquered orgasm for me! - And I couldn’t be happier. I must be crazy - but so what… My wife has concluded that we are living a better life - much better together, more intimacy, superior sex, higher service standards, and better everything when I am Permanently denied …, and she is absolutely right - . again! (Plus: we don’t practice milking or ruined orgasms; I have no self-touching allowed… Today marks another day without release since March 8th. Because of the Steel tube, I cannot touch myself even if I wanted to (- though I don’t because it belongs to her!!:) ) What would You say, if she reached that conclusion in your relationship? Or are you already there, and how do you feel? For me, I didn’t think it was possible to reach this point - that I truly prefer giving up release to be where I am: in a bubble of joy, pleasure, desire, affection, admiration, love, and an uncontrollable urge to serve my beautiful wife - in every way . But that is precisely where I stand. I have read on CM and elsewhere about how after a month without release You were almost crawling on the walls with frustration at the lack of orgasm - and how You hoped every minute she would allow one… Even I assumed that chastity was all about adding kink to our sex life - to revitalize it, and I never Thought it would lead me to have no O’s, - and that I would be thrilled and satisfied more than a whole bunch of orgasms could ever give me… I Do not crawl the walls - It doesn’t seem to work quite in that direction for me -, for us. How about You? Can You defeat it, Do You want to, Does She want to keep you denied? Of Course I am filled with lust and desire for her! If You could only see my balls .. (Yes, the cock is tucked away inside a fully enclosed steel tube) But I love this state of mind and what it does to me. I even do my job better, with much more joy and dedication. I have become a very manageable sub; I foresee her demands; I hardly need any “education” or punishment - which is great for me, by the way - not because I fear it- (I used to be a pain slut) - but it’s not something that would add too much intensity to our life! I have already completely surrendered myself to her and to this lifestyle. I have found peace, affection and love… in horniness and desire. Imagine that! Last night - just before wonderful sex - for her of course, she locked me out - and spoke to her cock - which has become a habit: “I know I said there is a minimum 60 days before you are allowed to go, but the past month has gone so well, so I’ve decided to extend the period for - maybe indefinitely! - It will be interesting to see how you ‘re doing all summer - I believe in you ” - and then she began slowly sucking her cock - which throbbed merrily … Have we come a long way in just one year! Has she!! It makes me so happy and so proud. You can call it ” topping from the bottom ” or anything else if you like, but no: we have opened these doors together - and embraced this lifestyle . Completely voluntary, because we could see what a lifesaver and gamechanger it was .. Now she has taken over and I’m confident in her every decision… She stopped sucking - squeezed my balls hard and lay on her back spreading her beautiful legs. Time to work! Wonderful. The session was interrupted only by her desire for penetration, - now that the bird is still out of the cage. It was a wonderful gift, even though I knew the conditions . No release for me … I don’t think we’ll need any Strap- ons .. She Craves real cock, and thank God it is mine. No Cuckold fantasy here! She makes use of her property, and why shouldn’t she? She enjoys it quite openly, and indeed even more now that she is in full control and I may not cum at all . She is turned on by her power over me. Unbelievable turned on… I love and enjoy intimacy and her desire for me - on her terms. I know this lifestyle will develop further; we will discover new sides to it, perhaps more slowly, but we are so pleased with where we are. She tells that and shows me repeatedly, so of course I believe her… It’s not just my opinion, it’s a joint statement of our life… Her “sharing” me with a girlfriend in Berlin was a pleasant detour - a kink -and I like such kinks … - I have to admit, and more seems to be heading my way this summer… But kinks are NOT THE MAIN OBJECTIVE anymore - they’ve become pleasant detours - on a steady course to wonderful revitalized togetherness… Yes, of course it is a work in progress, but it’s the kind of work you would die for… ***What Do You say, Are You ready to give up Orgasm? For her? *** Sincerely