I considered writing a journal entry, but I think it’s better to just drop random updates here.
I handed over both keys to my GF—the emergency key included. She kissed me goodbye this morning (we live apart), and now I’m locked in my Jailbird with no escape route. It’s the first time I’ve ever surrendered total control to someone else.
So far, she has been letting me out every couple of days. We both enjoy having sex together; I’m not sure if that pattern will hold up long-term though.
She is truly wonderful and has fully embraced this lifestyle. I told her I was exhausted from constant masturbation and wanted my orgasms and erections to belong to her now. I feel very fortunate to have her in my life.
Here’s to denial, with her pleasure taking priority!