It’s been seven weeks now, and I suppose it is time to begin documenting my thoughts and emotions. My goal is to focus on what I feel rather than projecting onto @IveGotTheKey what I believe or hope she might be experiencing.
Since we began this journey, I have spent very little time free from the cage. When I am out of it, I experience mixed feelings; I often feel naked or somehow incomplete, missing that vulnerability which comes with being caged.
That said, perhaps I am not as submissive as I previously thought. @IveGotTheKey decided she wanted to understand what restraint feels like from the other side. So, I took charge and bound her ankles to her wrists. She deliberately left my key visible, yet I was afraid to unlock myself. However, using my mouth and some toys, I teased her repeatedly until she reached a satisfying orgasm multiple times. It was exciting for me too, even without direct stimulation on my part.
I think I acted defiantly but wasn’t truly in control—it makes me wonder if that qualifies as being a brat? I am not entirely sure, but it was an enjoyable experience. By the way, the night before we had a lengthy T and D session with PIV, though I did not cum. Needless to say, I feel quite strange—good yet frustrated—all while thinking constantly about @IveGotTheKey and having her body next to mine in bed. Constant horniness, but very blissful!