Dukat My Journey with Self Imposed Chastity

The first thing you should know is that I’m single and live by myself. I experimented briefly with chastity in 2011 and have now decided to take a deeper dive into it. This is the first time I have expressed how I feel about it to anyone else - let alone write about it in a public forum. I hope you find my unique(?) circumstances worth reading! The first thing you should know is that my interest in chastity grew out of orgasm denial. Let me explain. I live alone so I have the freedom to masturbate any time I want. This is both a blessing and a curse as I am free to self-gratify but it also takes the fun away when you can do it any time you want. My habit is to jerk-off about once a day but if my work week is busy, I’ll skip a few days and save my release for the weekend. I found my masturbation sessions were much more pleasurable after taking a break from my routine. No surprise, right? The other thing you ned to know about me is my huge fetish for erotic femdom hypnosis. These are audio recordings that you can buy over the Internet that can put you into a “hypnotic” state. There are no drugs involved - just your imagination and the voice of a sexy woman speaking to you through your earbuds. It may sound a little strange, but it is a thing. The first “hypnotist” that really enthralled me was Nikki Fatale. She’s pretty much retired now though her website is still very much active. My all-time favorite though is Kasha Shakti. I discovered the pleasure of orgasm denial through her. She has a particular fetish for that herself as many of her recordings encourage denial and discourage release. Being able to masturbate any time I want has taken most of the fun out of it. So, I listen to hypnotic recordings that tell me not to release. This works most of the time but sometimes my willpower and discipline falter and I end up releasing. That’s when I knew a chastity device was the next logical step.