I’m not referring to the usual kind of madness, where someone asks for a sincere answer and then gets upset with what they hear.:) I mean chastity-specific insanity. It’s when you’re told you won’t cum for a month or even a year, only for her to keep edging you until you cry out in pleasure.
My wife has been advocating for a full twelve months without complete release, which I agreed to as an act of love since she requested it. Still, while caging me on Sunday evening, she noted that I tend to be more obedient when there’s the promise of an orgasm waiting for good conduct. She suggested that perhaps she’ll stick to our one-year agreement or maybe not, depending on how well I behave. So now that hope has returned, I have a renewed incentive to improve my behavior in the near term. Previously, I figured anything I did would be forgotten within the scope of such a long period. When facing a full year wait, merely threatening an extra week doesn’t discourage me much.
On some levels, I prefer having no hope at all. It means less constant wondering about whether tonight might finally be the night. There’s also less pressure to go above and beyond just to earn that release. With hope in play, though, I’m constantly operating at high capacity, trying hard enough to keep my wife satisfied so she’ll grant me an orgasm.