My wife and I just wrapped up a one-year Chastity trial, and we’ve decided to make it permanent. She used to struggle with denying me for more than a month, but lately she’s been reading up on the subject and is no longer worried that keeping me locked will hurt my body or turn her into a harsh mistress (I hope!). Since she was a virgin when we married, she doesn’t know much about how men work internally.:)
To cut to the chase: we’re going with a custom device so I can stay in there all the time, only coming out for cleaning and medical needs. She’s determined to keep me from having a full orgasm forever. Her reasoning is that it takes me some time to reach the mental state she prefers, so why interrupt that process? We decided to use an online tool to calculate my denial period. The result I got today was 171 days—that’s roughly six months away and significantly longer than any previous stretch I’ve done. It’s a bright spot though: it lands near my birthday, meaning we can delay the release by less than a week to make my birthday extra special.
My main worry is that I have no real idea what going without a pleasurable orgasm for that long actually feels like. Ruined orgasms are rare; I estimate only about four in the last thirteen months, mostly during the early days of our play. What should I anticipate? Any tips to keep me from losing my mind would be appreciated. Usually, after three or four weeks, I adjust nicely and feel quite good, but I’m not sure that comfort will hold for six months.