Eight Days Without Release

Eight days might not sound like much to some of you, but I just found my first keyholder. Even though she’s agreed to hold the keys for me, she wants a full two weeks (which is currently my record) before locking me up again—I guess it’s her way of testing how dedicated I am. She’s also new to this dynamic, so I’m trying hard to prove that I mean business. As for benefits, well, I was pretty horned up and managed to give her eight orgasms in a single night (six from my tongue and two with my penis). Today has been the toughest one yet; while 8 days isn’t my personal best record, all that sexual activity without any release over just one week is really taking its toll. Knowing there’s no chance of relief for at least another week—and likely much longer since she thinks a month or even two would be ideal—is making it very difficult. I’ve already woken up three times during the night and am still wearing my cage to bed, which I’ve been doing occasionally this week, but I feel harder and more desperate than ever before. On top of that, she hasn’t replied to any of my messages today when I needed emotional support most. I suspect she might be doing it on purpose to make the denial even tougher for me. I’m practically crying. How can just 8 days break me down so fast??