Female led relationships discussion

Today marked my debut as a Mistress when I oversaw the cleaning process. My online submissive was instructed to Skype me, and we started… He received orders to unlock his device and shave both his penis and testicles. Oh my goodness, he looked fantastic, though I felt rather nervous. It was truly the first time I had performed this duty. Should I make him masturbate? Did I? That question dominated my thoughts while he cleaned up. His sturdy physique and the realization that this man wanted me to take charge… it struck a chord as both sensual and slightly awkward, considering his trust in allowing me to act as his virtual Mistress. The arousal levels rose for us both; we had been connected for about 25 minutes when I desperately wanted to watch him climax… I managed to keep my composure, remembering the release date I had established for him so neither of us would ruin it. After all, we are working toward that goal together. He was commanded to turn on the cold water tap and re-lock himself, which he did promptly. His self-control impressed me greatly. He obeyed perfectly, and I expressed my satisfaction before ending the call. Sitting there for a bit afterward, I felt a mix of elation and deflation; denying him made me feel somewhat harsh—a side not so natural to me—yet strangely proud that we had both succeeded! This path as a Mistress is wonderful… it just keeps improving!