I am looking for a full-time master and [[slave]]( partnership with [[essentially no limits]]( I hope to find someone where I can trust that, even without making any choices once we start, I won’t worry about getting hurt.
I recently posted a blog entry called “Why Forever”, which might help clear up some of the [[questions]]( many folks have after reading this piece.
Once I locate that person, I should be ready to start my new life serving their needs almost right away. This is something I NEED to do; when a need runs this deep, there’s no point in delaying its fulfillment.
Before diving too deeply, let me mention that much of what’s discussed here represents my perceived ideal scenario. Real life means adjustments will be necessary. I get plenty of questions, and [[this post]]( might help if you have your own; otherwise, please ask me anything!
One Choice, No Turning Back The bottom line for me is that i want this to happen… I want to choose to hand over control of my life to a [[master]] who will hold complete authority from then on. I don’t want the option or choice to avoid it under ANY circumstances.
Once I agree to give up my former existence and enter a new life of service, I don’t want there to be any possibility of escaping or being rescued from what i have gotten myself into. It IS extreme… no doubt; but for it to be REAL it also has to carry consequences… and those consequences MUST be ABSOLUTE!.
Getting Started We would begin, [[of]]course by chatting online. If we find compatibility after our online chat, we would meet in person to verify that connection. At that point, if the bond is valid, and we agree a lifelong arrangement fits, and feel comfortable moving forward, there’s no reason we couldn’t head straight from that meeting to your home or [[dungeon]] where we could start right away.
Since this is what I desire most in life, I wish to begin my new era of service as soon as possible. Under the right conditions, today might be the perfect day to start this new journey.
I understand the consequences I accept that this involves Long term captivity and unconditional use [[without Options or Rights]](
I expect nothing more than a solid chain anchored to the center of a basement floor attached to a steel [[collar]]( and steel manacles and [[shackle]]s attached to my arms and legs. I serve at the pleasure of my master, whom i have chosen to make all decisions from now on.
Hopes and Expectations While i will have no input into my life once my master locks a collar around my neck, I have formed expectations and HOPES based on discussions and research from many sources where i learned it is best for me to:
- Be allowed one final chance to consider that the choices i am making are correct, and once decided, present myself to my [[master]] accordingly with [[no ability to reconsider]]( after the decision has been made.
- Once it is decided that i will serve my master for life, I shall receive a [[permanent]]( reminder of this commitment in the form of a [[collar being secured]]( around my neck so it can never be removed.
- I must [[express any desires i have at the start]]( because from the moment my master locks a collar around my neck, i will no longer enjoy the privilege of making choices in life for as long as he chooses me to serve.
I know that this is a 100% commitment; i cannot choose which parts of control i want him to have and how much i keep. It’s an all or nothing matter. I realize that to make this commitment, i had to complete a soul-searching process and accept every part of my being and personality. I have come to love the fact that i crave being controlled. I also accepted [[that]]it stimulates me sexually, which alone is worth living as a slave. I’ve realized that this is where i belong and that i need to be totally powerless. I cannot imagine living any other way than as a slave.
I clearly understood BEFORE making the commitment that i may be taken away to be [[chained]]( and held in captivity for the [[remainder of my lifetime]]( I
I specifically ask my Master to eliminate any chance that I might escape or rescind my pledge to him, and also request that he promptly disregard any pleading, begging, or whining for my ultimate release.