Personal ads - Looking for a keyholder or sub? discussion

I want to be upfront right from the start. I really enjoy having instructions given to me and being under someone else’s control. What I need is a partner who keeps reminding me of my place—I know it sounds a bit weak, but I do fantasize about surrendering full authority over my sexual urges. That means no self-pleasure, no thinking about other women, and no physical comfort that can be linked to sex in any way. To me, whether it comes from vaginal, anal, oral contact, or even just the idea of bodily pleasure, these are distant concepts rather than immediate realities. I don’t crave attention, nor do I feel I merit special treatment; I simply want you to overlook my individuality and treat me as…