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I have been wanting to curb my masturbation. I don’t have a chastity device and my wife doesn’t know of my interest. She has been working a lot lately, and we haven’t been as intimate as we used to. It is usually really good when we do have sex, but we have gotten to once a month. I have decided to take the first step in my journey without a restraint. Today is 12/22/16. I’m not going to masturbate until after Christmas. I think that is when we will have sex next. After that I’m going to try not to do any self touching until we have sex which I am going to assume will be around 1/15/17. After that I will try to hold off until we have sex again until we have sex the next February mid month. After that I might consider telling her, and later a device. I am a little scared. I haven’t tried anything like this since I was in the military. That was an interesting experience and a story for another time. For now I guess wish me luck.