I am getting increasingly frustrated, and not because I have good reason to be. I’ve tested numerous devices now, and they all share one trait: ball trap mechanisms. Right now I’m wearing a Love Jail—a polycarbonate fetish felix model—and my balls are throbbing. I can’t pinpoint the exact cause but suspect it’s the device itself. My job requires me to work on my backside all day; sitting is what I do—but occasionally during the day, I need to move boxes and other heavy items around.
The other issue is how much cash I’ve spent on these devices…
The leather belt in my profile picture works well enough—there’s no real pain, so to speak—but because of its design and buckles, it creates very visible bumps under my clothes if worn out. So I haven’t taken it to work…
Mistress Deborah prefers shorter lock-up periods for me, like up to a week, which fits our lifestyle nicely. She is compassionate; if I’m in pain, she lets me out. I have no desire at night to w*nk myself or anything of the sort—far from it! Usually, it’s Mistress pouncing on me (so I am very lucky!).
But sitting at my desk while hurting makes me wonder why the f*ck I’m doing this… And yes, I know why—it’s because I enjoy the sensation, the tease, the denial, and finally the orgasm I get towards the end or sometime later.
So now I suspect yet again that I’ll have a device that isn’t up to scratch! I can hear you all shouting for full belts etc., but I simply cannot afford £400+ for one of them. Mistress Deborah and I are on hard times at present. Yes, we bought a new bed—but credit exists for exactly this reason! Currently, Mistress is out of work (in real life), and while I am self-employed, things aren’t going brilliantly!
I’m looking at the Chinese belts on eBay right now; if I clear out some items, maybe I can afford one. But am I just kidding myself? If anyone wants to buy bits from me, I will be selling: cb6000s - clear lenses in good condition - come with all parts and padlock (with or without keys depending on whether you want someone holding the key;-) I also have two metal devices for sale—both bought from uberkinky, which is Chinese but makes good devices. She wasn’t secure enough for me… And a BON4 too… PM me if interested in the devices, or write here! Going for a walk around my office and pulling on my balls; it might help the pain—or not! Regards Slave Phil