Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Greetings Fellow Members, Our 90-day trial came to an early close on day #35. My keyholder and I were dealing with some communication hiccups that sparked a rare but intense argument. Fortunately, we sorted it out quickly. It felt good to clear the air. Apparently, our shared habit of using sarcasm as humor was a bit too sharp for both parties. During the chastity phase, I had a lapse in discipline amidst our ‘heated’ period. It appears that once the ‘purpose’ of being chaste disappears, so does the will to stay locked up. Simply put, when I sensed my keyholder didn’t care much about chastity and I was angry too, my own desire to remain chaste vanished completely. Consequently, I stayed in there all day with a full prostate and no obvious reason to abstain. So without much ceremony, I queued up some porn and jerked off for a fairly good (though not spectacular) orgasm. The most intriguing lesson for me was discovering just how delicate the desire to remain chaste actually is. I am amazed at how having genuine meaning behind chastity acts as such a powerful motivator. Remove that motivation for any reason, and the basic urge becomes overwhelming almost instantly. Oh well, we will be alright, and I trust we will start another cycle of chastity soon enough. In the meantime, it is time to rest and allow some emotional recovery. To all members reading: The full-month milestone feels like a completely different experience compared to those first few weeks. Your mindset shifts in fascinating ways. I STILL advise every man to try staying chaste as long as possible. You will learn much from it. David