This week I experienced what might have been my worst orgasm. After abstaining for 45 days, I woke up around 3 AM staring at the ceiling with nothing else to do but browse the web. Surprisingly, I wasn’t in my lock yet. Bad Boy!! While browsing, I came across some images of cum shots and cream pies—things it had been a while since I’d seen. Usually, my last four orgasms have occurred while locked during anal play. With only seven total this year, you can see why my resolve was wavering. Still, I didn’t take matters into my own hands. Sitting at the computer in my nightgown, I stroked myself slowly. It felt so good that I brought myself to the edge repeatedly but managed to stop just in time. Eventually, I tore my eyes away from the pictures and returned to bed.
My wife noticed me crawling back under the covers. As she called for me to roll over and snuggle against her hot water bottle, she reached for her plaything and was certainly happy to discover that I had freed myself while remaining hard as ever. She offered a special treat, allowing me to enter from behind. Since it had been some time since my last release and even longer since we were intimate this way, the sensations quickly boiled over. Just as I was about to cross the threshold… a severe leg cramp struck—the kind that immobilizes you completely—while I squirting for only the second time in my free state during this year’s span. Oh, it was agonizing! I missed out on truly enjoying an orgasm like a man should.
Now I must wait until next month or longer. Someday I hope to recapture one of those perfect moments I seem to remember from the past, though perhaps nothing quite similar will happen again. Darn this chastity life!
For those unaware, I self-lock and hold my own keys. My wife supports our dynamic and enjoys it but isn’t really cut out for a Mistress/Keyholder role. That’s right—I do all of this to myself!!!
Until I have another memorable release, I’ll keep watching porn and wishing.
Missy Tanya