I suppose it was time for me to step in and share a bit about myself and my reasons for joining the community.
To begin, I am currently unowned and not controlled by anyone. I do own a CB2000, but it isn’t being used right now. People have asked—both here and elsewhere—why I don’t self-lock. For me, it’s more than just locking up; it is about surrendering power and handing over control of that part of myself to another person, specifically a KH (Keyholder). Someone who decides when my next pleasure arrives. Self-locking feels too easy because you can simply take the device off for your own gratification. But if someone else holds the keys, well… it becomes an entirely different experience.
To me, chastity isn’t just about sexual gratification—or rather, the lack thereof—but is more of a constant reminder that with a CB around my cock and balls, I am no longer in control. That authority now lies with someone else: someone I trust, to whom I will offer total devotion and service to make her life more comfortable and satisfying.
I did try self-locking/self-denial for three months once. However, as I’m trying to explain, a key component was missing. That component was the keyholder. Someone who holds the key to my device and doesn’t let me out until she sees fit. And being released might not mean anything more than tease and denial, cleaning up, or—if I’m truly lucky—sexual gratification. All of that is entirely up to her.
As mentioned, I have a CB2000 which I bought several years ago. I do struggle with it regarding comfort levels, possibly due to having high-set balls or being overweight. Eventually—and if my keyholder agrees—my dream device would be a NeoSteel model with attachments. There is something about that e-stim aspect that feels… wild… whether for pleasure or serious attitude correction/training. But that lies further down the road.
I am unowned, uncollared, and not currently seeing anyone. I hope to change this within the year. And once it does, who knows what the future holds?
Thank you for taking the time to read this. If there are any questions, I will try to answer them promptly.
Take care, elliot