The past month has been absolute madness. We remodeled, rebranded, and reopened our company. My parents’ house also got a remodel, giving us the room to move in so I could help my dad manage his Alzheimer’s. On top of that, we closed on the home we were living in before, forcing us to relocate just four days later. All this chaos unfolded within a week of Thanksgiving, and we’ve been scrambling ever since. Then came an issue with one of our dogs, which meant sending him off for training away from home.
During all that upheaval, I managed to maintain my chastity streak most of the time. However, between the construction work and the moving process, the cage seemed to slip off more often than it stayed on. The rules relaxed a bit, leading to several slips on my part.
Honestly, a week ago I was completely shocked when I realized how depressed and anxious I had become again. Chastity had transformed me into a happier, healthier individual. It shifted my focus from internal thoughts and mental monologues toward positive energy centered around my wife and the life and business we’ve built together.
It’s only been four days since relocking, but the fog is already lifting. Am I still somewhat anxious and depressed? Yes, but I can handle it much better now. Is horniness back? Absolutely. Likely more than it has been in ages. My time away from chastity set me back significantly; I’m as desperate as ever. In fact, I’ve even thought about begging to be let out just for a quick stroke—a level of desperation I hadn’t reached before—but I know that would be taking a step backward. For now, I’m trying to stay focused on getting things done and keeping my lady happy.
Do you have a similar experience? Have you ever practiced denial for a long time, only to stop and find yourself struggling, needing chastity or denial once more?