Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Has anyone here decided, or was it decided for him, that chastity would not just be full time, but permanent? I mean actual permanence, as in locked all the time, day and night, only uncaged for a deeper cleaning, and only with supervision? Just curious if anyone is in either a relationship where it has been a mandate to remain locked at all times, for whatever reason, or circumstances require being locked because of her asexuality, or some other circumstance, like health, for instance. I am in one of those situations. I have been trying to find some sort of satisfaction from the idea that I can never be unlocked again. It has been quite a while, and I was kind of going a bit crazy. So I actually came up with the idea, which she agreed to: not hold my key, as a means to calm my insanity. Research had led me here, among other places, to understand what I, and others, are feeling. I have come to the conclusion that, after some time has now passed, that this is right for me. I have been able to derive a feeling of satisfaction, not despite being locked, but because I am locked. It has been a lot better than being free. If anyone out there is permanent for one reason or another, have you accepted it, and how have you reconciled within yourself that this is how it is, and you are OK with it? How does it feel mentally and physically for you? I welcome your thoughts about how you feel about it, to further enlighten anyone like me who is in a situation or contemplating permanent chastity.