member_98baa78f58 Newcomer Thread starter
I’m writing to see if anyone else here feels the same way I do about handing over complete control to their partner. It’s much easier for me when I go out and find someone outside of that primary relationship.
Before my wife came into my life, I used to visit professional mistresses quite often. Since finding her—the love of my life, truly—my inclination is still to look elsewhere occasionally. However, I don’t want to leave; I want to build a good life with her. She understands all my urges and kinks well enough. While she’s open to trying almost anything, it remains tough for me as her submissive to fully surrender myself to her.
Does this resonate with anyone?
Thank you in advance for your thoughts.