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I’d like to update everyone on what’s happening in my life lately. I thought some of you might find it interesting. As many have noticed from previous posts, I’ve been searching for a long-term chastity device that suits me well. In the meantime, I wear one intermittently, hoping to acclimate my cock and balls (though they still get sores on the back of the scrotum and general discomfort). Since I enjoy self-imposed feminization, here is what I do:
- Wear panties most days
- Apply clear nail polish to both fingernails and toenails
- Keep body hair shaved smooth
- Occasionally plug my butt while working to prepare for pegging and penetration
- Frequently listen to hypnosis or brainwashing videos and audio that reinforce the above habits, along with a craving to be used. My wife knows about it but isn’t very involved day-to-day. However, she loves how aroused this makes me. Her rules are straightforward:
- I can masturbate as much as I want provided I don’t cum without her permission
- Edge whenever possible (often lasting 2–3 hours at night)
- Any precum must be wiped up with a finger and licked clean
- During intercourse, do not cum unless she gives the go-ahead. I struggle with this often because sexual frustration makes me finish too quickly. Fortunately, no punishment yet. This routine keeps me constantly aroused, with drops of precum frequently oozing out. Most of these practices are my own ideas and self-imposed rules, but they have her support. My wife is very familiar with BDSM and femdom culture, though she doesn’t actively dominate me in a deep sexual sense right now. We were part of that scene years ago. She mentions wanting to bring others into our dynamic to add more dimension to our sex life. I feel fortunate to have such a wife. I’d like to take things further. By the way, we’ve been married for 18 years. Does anyone else share a similar relationship? Is there someone who can mentor her in achieving this goal?