Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Quick note: my “email from wife” thread started this wonderful day. Last night before dinner, I told her that coming out of the situation was what I wanted and it likely makes sense for us to pause. I don’t want to overstay my welcome. Honestly, my boy bits were so puffy from afternoon fun that walking through the grocery store hurt a bit…I shared this with her. She politely asked if there were any cuts or bruises; I said no, and she replied, “then I think we’re doing fine,” giving me a kiss. Once the kids cleared the table, she wondered aloud if I was truly okay not having sex today while she did. Eventually, I confessed that submitting to her, serving her, pleasing her…earning my sexual rewards and receiving praise for being good…satisfies me deeply on an emotional level. This applies to both intimate and everyday matters. She noted I wasn’t always this way when we were younger, but I explained how much has shifted, particularly my love and trust for her. Now she needs to be the one in my dreams. There’s no rival here. For once, she seemed completely at ease hearing me say it. It feels like a journey of 3 – 5 years. When bedtime arrived, we cuddled under the covers watching television for nearly two hours. We kissed passionately through every commercial break; I covered her in kisses and held close. She occasionally offered up a nipple for me to suckle. Her nails often grazed my head gently. I asked to be released several times because I know she loves saying NO. She said I’d been very good, but it just hadn’t been long enough yet…repeatedly murmuring “soon”…and then joked that 2019 might be the time. A perfect close to a day full of positive steps in this!