I’m at two weeks and five days self-locking, with multiple encounters since my wife. Submissive fantasies are constant and more graphic now, along with persistent sensations in my pants.
This is the point where I need to be careful because last year I dumped all of it on her and she wasn’t ready for that intensity. We’ve done lots of playing since then as I’ve written elsewhere, and she sounded enthusiastic about taking control, but I am still a little scared to ask for more at least until some other issues fade away… yet I would kill for submission right now in virtually any form you can imagine. Not sure how this will resolve. The longer I stay chaste the more feelings build up and it’s hard not to break down. (Alternatively, around day 4 I notice confident feelings when looking at women—like a piece of meat… no fear or shyness, just lookout here I come!!! …I digress)
She told me this morning that if I “wanted some” I had better get the car registered. She has no idea how hot that is to me. I’ve asked her many times to make those kinds of demands. Just grab my junk and boss me around!!! Tell me when you decide I can have an orgasm!!!!:eek: