So I hit the 4 week mark since my last orgasm today and it’s messing with me more than in the past. My wife and I sort of stumbled accidentally into chastity about 7 months ago. It quickly turned from a sex game to a lifestyle and an FLR. Because it was new and exciting I didn’t mind the duration of lock-ups growing. I was also allowed to pleasure myself as long as I got permission first and didn’t orgasm. I was also unlocked quite a bit for a variety of non-sexual activities with her permission. The result is that I was chaste, but spent maybe 10% of my time unlocked and had as much penis stimulation as I liked.
She has gotten to be much more dominant and stricter. I am rarely unlocked for anything anymore and if I am she is quite strict about getting me locked back up quickly. She refuses any penis self stimulation and punishes me severely if I try to sneak it in. All of this is actually good as far as I’m concerned, but I’m now freaking out a little too.
I think the thing that is getting to me is the gravity of this as a lifestyle on a permanent basis. That I might be looking at a handful of orgasms a year and what does that mean for the rest of my life? I think it’s sort of a mid-life crisis meets chastity lifestyle. Then again, maybe it’s just a Monday.