@Thatgirl abused me thoroughly this evening. It started in the shower and ended in the bedroom. No restraints, no other bondage equipment. Just her, two different dongs in the shower, and the two biggest strap-on dongs in the bedroom. She wasn’t gentle. I could tell she wanted to make me pop, but it just didn’t happen. She’s made me orgasm via strap-on several times before, although it’s never terribly easy for me. I’ve assumed that its just because its such a new feeling and I don’t know how to help it along in my head yet.
Regardless, in the shower she demanded I begin on myself with the largest prostate toy we have. It’s really more of a large dong with a curve and a base. She had me pleasure her while insisting that I fuck myself with the toy. Once she’d gotten off a few times, she pulled from behind the shower curtain a very large dong we have that has what can only be described as a brass-knuckle like handle to it that she can use. She proceeded to absolutely make me drip a ton. And she enjoyed a little belittling talk while she did it. However, once done in the shower, she clearly still wanted to make me cum, so she ordered me over the bed. She proceeded to go to town with the largest toy we have. I did my best and bit the blanket, but it was just too much and she could tell. It didn’t stop her from fucking me with it until she came twice, which is always interesting because when she comes she momentarily looses control and stops being mindful of me and just plows away like an animal till she’s done orgasming. But once she had her couple she switched out for a slightly smaller dong, and picked up where she left off. She proceeded to go to town with that one in a very, very aggressive way, and again, brought herself to a couple more orgasms while I again chewed the blanket. However this time I was at least able to take some pleasure from it, but I just couldn’t seem to allow myself to release. After however long it was she simply said, “ok, we’re done - clean all this up” and that was that.
Tonight was one of those nights that don’t happen super often. She was in the mood to be rough, and acted on it. It was a blast. And given what I posted about the other day, I absolutely derived some satisfaction from it. But I know she wanted to make me pop, and frankly I would have liked to myself! Im not sure why it’s so difficult sometimes. I assume that having it in my head doesn’t help, but still, it seems like sometimes it just won’t happen and I’m not sure why.
There are some things that I know will make it more likely that I get over the edge. Number one is talking. If she’s talking (usually a little bit of fun degrading type stuff) and especially if she’s making me respond, I have to focus on that and thus get out of my own head. Number two is the presence of other turn-ons, which for me is anything to do with restraint. The tighter the restraints, and / or the more vulnerable they make me feel, the better chance she has of pushing me over the edge. On the flip side, if I feel pressure - meaning I know she’s only pegging because she wants me to have a prostate orgasm, it’s very very hard for me. I end up “tying” to have one and then in never happens.
So this post was to both share tonights story for anyone who may enjoy it, but also to solicit advice for helping make prostate orgasms a less elusive thing for us.