I’ve just returned to Germany following yet another trip back home. While I was visiting, my first anniversary of joining this forum slipped by quietly on November 16th. The other milestone arrived two days earlier, marking exactly one year since the Holy Trainer was delivered.
What a remarkable year it has been. So much has shifted and evolved. My Wife, Elle, for example, went from feeling guilty about denying my orgasms when we first began to now keeping me locked up for three months at a time without letting me know when I’ll get release next. The initial denial periods lasted two or three weeks, then stretched to four or five, followed by six, and later ten… who knows what’s coming next!?
Elle has finally acknowledged that she holds the reins. It became clear we had been living in a sort of FLR since our early days together after I first learned about them. That aspect of our bond has only grown stronger, with her authority becoming more absolute. She frequently reminds me who calls the shots; while she remains perfectly polite, her expectations are always fulfilled.
Regarding my chastity setup, we moved from doing something Elle initially called a temporary fun experiment to committing 24/7/365. We’ve realized that Our Arrangement is now our permanent way of life. She doesn’t view what we do as typical, but it has become our normal.
The sexual side of things has been incredible. Sure, I only had five full orgasms this year compared to the hundred-plus I used to have in similar timeframes, but they carried more weight and intensity because they stemmed from even better experiences than before. This doesn’t count the many other wonderful moments where Elle reached an orgasm while I remained locked up. All of that would be worth it just for discovering the delightful Yoni massage.
It hasn’t been without its bumps. The first half saw my mind wandering a bit, though she enjoyed regular orgasms. In the second half, I was more centered, but between illness, travel, family loss, work stress, and plain bad luck, her frequency dropped significantly. Last night I noted that she had around fifty orgasms in the first six months versus only about twelve in the final four.
“Yes,” she replied, “but we haven’t gone without at all.”
That is precisely why she leads. Her viewpoint dictates reality. First off, she said WE, not just her alone. WE experienced 12 orgasms together over those four months. While I felt the total number was low, she is very content. We have returned to our previous average of three this week, and they were all satisfying ones born from fun, engaging moments.
I’ve truly loved being part of the Mansion community. The chats with other members have been fascinating, and I’ve appreciated our interactions. Feedback on my journals has been incredibly useful, and knowing that others found value in my help was encouraging. I wish the politics here weren’t so contentious sometimes; occasionally I get pulled into debates for which I can only offer an apology.
So, what does year two hold?