Introductions discussion

It has been a week since I was locked up and had to leave everything male at the door, giving my body, mind, and soul completely over to my Mistress. Inside the house, I am not allowed to wear any male garments; she decides what fits best as servant’s attire, usually a white button-down shirt. I never thought these things happened in real life. Since being locked in a CB 2000s device, I have had no release. The longer it stays on, the more I fantasize about sucking a nice nine-inch cock—a size she teases me with because they belong to her friends. I’ve promised her that I will make her proud by making him cum while she watches, and I am open to being taken from behind since my ass is now hers to give away as she pleases. My cock has turned into a useless clitty; she jokes that it never needs to worry about going back inside another woman again. If I’m lucky, another sub might please me with oral sex on the device—I would have thought having another man’s lips wrapped around my clitty could affect me so much. After being locked up for this long, I am sure I won’t last before touching myself. I no longer go by a male name either. There is discipline here too, which I want to avoid going through just yet. One device the birdlocked has little spikes that hurt my clit, and she also used Tabasco sauce on her property below, forcing me into a cold shower without even thinking about touching it while it was off being cleaned (and I didn’t). She says as I become more and more passable, she will let me be with guys as long as she approves. Later today, I have to do my makeup again and see if she can find me a bull. My life is changing.