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Hello everyone, My incredibly hot wife and I are a professional couple in our forties. We have one son attending college and another still in high school. We’ve been married for twenty-five years! Our intimate life always felt like it was missing something. It wasn’t uncommon to go weeks without connecting intimately. Naturally, I took care of my own needs quite often. Recently, I decided to share the concept of FLRs with her. She knows I have a kinky side, but she never expected me to get into chastity. After I explained it, she was very receptive. I told her how it helps men become more attentive and obedient—facts that took some getting used to for her at first. I went ahead and ordered a BON4 and locked myself up. Handing over the key felt like starting our new chapter! Within just two days, she began noticing the shift in my demeanor. I’ve always had submissive tendencies, but nothing quite this intense. I found myself doing dishes, laundry, mopping, cleaning her car, painting (which is something I really dislike), and tackling every item on the honey-do list with vigor! She was absolutely loving it! We picked up a couple of books about chastity, which helped her grasp the concept better. Now she’s completely taken over! We even bought a wooden paddle that has been put to good use on me more than once. It hurts like crazy! She also shaved my back, buttocks, and private area while I knelt in doggy style. We watched gay male porn together (she wants me to service a Master while she watches—OMG!). She made me admit that I wanted to be the bottom for those hot guys in the movies! I was ordered to wear her lipstick-red panties to work, but I refused. Oh boy, I’ll pay dearly for that defiance when she feels better. I’ve also had to write out a complete list of my fantasies and review them with her. I have quite a few, and surprisingly, she didn’t balk at any of them—even the one about heel training. I’ve provided plenty of oral orgasms over the past couple of weeks without receiving anything in return. It’s killing me! I’m currently wearing a CB6000, so there isn’t much room when things get stiff. It is now day thirteen, and I wonder how I’ll survive until nightfall. Yet at the same time, I don’t want to cum. It feels strange; quite literally a mind fuck! I hope to be released this Friday night, if I can last that long. I know where her key is hidden, so I could probably sneak away with it if I tried hard enough, but I would feel too guilty for it to really count. Enjoying our new journey! MsT’s Slave