Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

What is the most maddeningly thrilling thing your KH does to you that makes you lose it and beg her to do it once more? I never know when I’ll get permission to cum because my KH wife prefers it this way, which works for me. My denial periods have ranged from a week to over a year, though I can’t recall the last time it was under four months. Usually, it’s a ruined one—actually, mostly always. I’ve been without an orgasm for more than three months now; that last one was ruined, and so were several before it. She reminds me that whether ruined or not, an orgasm is still something to be grateful for because she allows it. I can never thank her enough. For me, the peak frustration happens when she unlocks me and keeps edging me until I’m exhausted, but refuses to let go. Then she commands me to cum, yet no matter what she does—stroking, licking, or fucking—I just can’t get over the edge despite trying hard. All this time, she usually says things like how disappointed she is in me, why am I not turned on enough to cum, or that it’s clear I’m not horny enough and we’ll have to wait a long while until I am ready. How could I possibly not love her?