Introductions discussion

I discovered this site after reading about chastity in a story on the forum. The idea of such control immediately turned me on. I read about denial, control, and the ruining of orgasms while locked up, with my only concern being pleasing a MISTRESS/MASTER. Being cuckolded and reserved to cleaning up after the pleasuring of my significant other by another BULL hooked me instantly; I couldn’t get enough. I am a VERY MASCULINE CONSTRUCTION worker but act like a pussy-licking coward in bed. An ex-cuckolded me at the end of our relationship, though I didn’t realize it until she threw me out. What turned me on was how she manipulated and humiliated me: seeing someone else while we were together yet calling me late Saturday nights to come over for her pussy, often after being freshly fucked by another guy just hours before. My suspicions existed but never knew such things happened. Now I am turned on by women who force their men into chastity. I likely would have let her lock my cock and take another if she said that was the plan; anything to keep her. I bought myself a device, hoping one day for a key holder—a mistress to reinforce in my mind that although my cock is nice, it’s average and doesn’t satisfy a woman as it should, so it belongs locked away. Having lived pleasing others, this feels like destiny: a locked cock and an oral slave. They say I have INCREDIBLE oral skills, and after trying sucking cock recently, I’m a natural sucker now. My gag reflex is nearly non-existent; I can swallow an 11x5 cock easily by flexing my throat muscles as instructed, earning me throats full of cum several times over. Also, a female friend who suggested this path for finding pleasure fucked me with a strap-on dildo in the ass and made me orgasm without touching my cock. She said I was too masculine to be feminized but called me a bitch while bringing herself to multiple deep orgasms all night. Waking up with the dildo still inside and her ready to feed me the cum released after she’d fucked me for the third time in 24 hours, left me unsure what to think but OPEN to anyone who brings me into the world I was destined to serve.