Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

Curious if anyone else has gone through what I’m going through. For several years, my KH wife has kept me from ever having a full orgasm. I can barely recall how that sensation feels now. On Sunday night, she let me have an uncommon ruined one. She’s quite skilled at it. After teasing and building me up with serious edging for ages until I’m nearly bursting, she stops everything. Just a tiny bit of cum trickles out without any pulsing. It feels more like precum leaking rather than the real thing. Absolutely brutal and totally unsatisfying. That last full one was over six months ago, so it’ll be at least that long before another comes around. This recent ruined experience has really thrown me off my game. I’m incredibly horny with this odd sensation I don’t know how to handle. There’s a lot of nervous energy buzzing through me but also making me distracted. Whenever my wife is near, all I want to do is hug her and please her, spending as much time together as possible. She actually has to ask me to leave the room or pile chores on me so she can get some relief. No matter what I try to distract myself from this weird feeling, it lingers. Seeing a woman or girl walk by, appear on TV, or in porn makes it intensify even more; I want to climb all over my wife’s bones again. The constant lockup and teasing keep me perpetually horny anyway. Usually, after a ruined orgasm, my horniness spikes but settles within a day or two. But this last one has really messed with me. The strange sensation keeps building up and getting worse. It’s beyond just being very horny; it feels almost uncontrollable. My wife is enjoying the situation immensely. She lightly played with my balls this morning and whispered in my ear that she was wet and needed attention tonight before heading to work. I’ve been twitching all over since then.