A Month in the Cage

Our current period of confinement has now entered a window she rarely visits anymore. I remain locked almost constantly, yet she feels that an orgasm is due roughly every two weeks. While I appreciate her reluctance to simply ‘let me suffer,’ I also know how hard it can be for my body and mind to recover after being permitted a release. I have told her again and again that I would prefer staying chaste while craving her, but she keeps letting me out with the instruction that I must orgasm. It took me a long time to stop topping from the bottom; now I just say thank you as she works me into a frenzy until my eyes cross. Disappointment lingers, though, so I have to suppress my moaning and reflect on what might have been. Lately, her focus has been on getting the cage back on immediately after release. Hating being caged right after an orgasm is strong for me. Hate it. A week ago, she let me out for some panty teasing but gave explicit instructions that I was not allowed to climax. She did offer me the choice; when I said I’d rather stay chaste, she told me no changing my mind later. It was kinda hot. The cage remained locked throughout that last week, though teasing happened nearly every night. This isn’t deliberate edging, but just enough stimulation to make me wish for an erection. Last night, the arousal was so strong I wanted to roll over and kiss her with passion, but she stiff-armed me with a firm ‘no.’ “Check yourself, sir.” I hope she is beginning to feel the power she holds and that I want her to yield it. She isn’t aware of Locktober; she doesn’t read forums, but I am thinking about introducing the idea to her. We have been doing this for four years now, so expanding our fun should be an option. Not sure if I will go through with it since it feels like topping from the bottom again by me setting my own release date. It is complicated.