I take antidepressants and haven’t kept it a secret. I started them when S&M was becoming too intense for me, using the meds as a short-term way to cope with depression. Once I began taking them, my strong craving for increasing amounts of pain disappeared.
My doctor visit is in two weeks. Past experience tells me that several antidepressants I tried back when I was younger either blocked erections and/or made it hard to reach orgasm. Even before entering chastity, I learned what extreme frustration feels like: having an erection but, after about an hour of trying with two different women, failing to ejaculate. I would reach a point where I felt I was going to burst, yet nothing happened.
Now, I am on an antidepressant that actually heightens my orgasms and boosts libido. Since I’m in chastity now, I can ask for a medication that stops me from cumming as long as I take it. This means wonderful teasing sessions where I do whatever my wife wants without worrying about going too far. It doesn’t mean lifelong denial of orgasm though. When she desires me to ejaculate, I stop the pills for two days and everything returns to normal until I start them again. We practiced this routine for several years, so it’s familiar ground. Of course, spontaneity takes a hit, but she isn’t forced to make me cum even if my body is ready.:)
If you were in my position, would you prefer medication that makes ejaculation impossible or something that also stops erections? I’m leaning toward returning to the ones that cause anorgasmia because it lets us go much further without fear of climaxing, and I can still pause the meds for a few days if needed.