KH and I took a massive step forward this morning. We began with T&D, which led to her getting oral orgasms like usual, but then something different happened. While I was standing at the bathroom sink, she approached from behind and gave me a ruined orgasm. She set my cock on the counter and rubbed her hands all over my body; I just started leaking. She guided me back down and put my hand in place to catch the cum as it flowed out. The next part was completely new: she directed my hand toward my mouth, and I eagerly licked the cum from both my palm and her fingers. Then she told me to clean up what remained on the counter.
As I write this now, with the taste of my own cum still lingering in my mouth and mind, I feel hornier than ever before in my life. For her to lead me into cleaning up is a huge step for her. Being patient and allowing her to move forward at her own speed has benefited us both. Since entering chastity, our communication has improved significantly, and she’s now researching the benefits of MC. I understand BCWYWF, but right now I’m in such a happy, horny state, and she seems very content with the attention and orgasms (on her terms: when, where, and how).
This was my second ruined O since July 4th; she mentioned there might be a full orgasm coming at Christmas. I both hope for it and dread it. If we reach that point, I’m not certain I want to have to start over because I am happier now than I’ve ever been in my life. Living in this constant state of horniness provides an emotional high far greater than any single orgasm because it never truly ends.
I know I’m not alone in desiring long-term denial. I just had to share everyone with our wonderful morning THANKS.