Hi there. I just extended my previous best streak of 14 days by five more, thanks to my keyholder and two longer teasing & denial sessions each week. After that, I managed four orgasms in a single week (two with her help and two on my own). Now I’ve begun another round of staying locked up, but she’s off to Jamaica for seven days without cell service, so we can’t call or text. Going from zero orgasms to four in quick succession, then dropping back down to none—with only my imagination and the internet keeping me company—has been tough. It’s barely day 4 (nearly five now), yet all I can think about is letting go; without her attention it feels pointless and gloomy.
Apologies if I sound a bit whiny, but does anyone have any advice? She won’t return until Saturday, so I might not see her again until Sunday or even later. The emotional strain is actually heavier than the physical need. I’d love to get some encouragement from her so I feel like this isn’t just me denying myself for no reason. I’m trying to remind myself that it will be worth it in a week (or more), but without her teasing or approval, these days have felt harder than any four-day stretch during my past streaks.