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It is now day 24 since I relocked and mailed the key back to Mistress Deborah, having been unlocked since her wedding. For those who aren’t aware, Mistress Deborah has held onto the keys for my steelworxx looker 01 over the last few months. She allowed me a release when she married, and I was put back in lock up 24 days ago, on the day I quit smoking:) This time around feels different for some reason. I seem much more desperate, hornier, and frustrated than before. My locked status is constantly on my mind, and most of the time it seems like I am battling against getting an erection. Even as I write this post, I can sense the steel bars of the looker keeping Mistress Deborah’s property in place. I email daily with pictures, video, audio, or whatever to keep Mistress Deborah informed about me and her property, and being the wonderful mistress she is, I almost always receive a reply. Not sure when one of the keys will come back to me, nor do I have my own wedding day to save me this time around. Finding both exciting and slightly scary since there isn’t an emergency key available; both are with Mistress Deborah. Still, that’s what I requested so as long as it pleases her, I’ll keep enjoying knowing the mistress is getting pleasure from my denial. I did ask today if a cum might be allowed soon enough, receiving a very firm answer …and quoting directly…”NO” Thanks to Mistress Deborah for keeping me denied and providing the experience you promised. Looking forward greatly to your ongoing enjoyment:)