Introductions discussion

Hello everyone, I’m Sable. Unsure of what to put here, so I’ll begin with my profile details. I identify as a queer, non-op transsexual woman. While I enjoy switching roles, submission is where my heart truly lies. I am polyamorous and have been active in the kink/BDSM/leather community for quite some time. My identity is fluid; I constantly change and evolve in how I understand myself and my life’s direction. I am intelligent, strong-willed, and passionate. Deeply spiritual within my own personal, non-traditional practice, I identify as a kherete energy worker, tantrika, and sacred concubine. I embody prasad—my self, my energy, and my soul are a sacred offering. I feel the connections to those around me deeply. I hold strong convictions regarding my callings toward social justice, awareness, and activism. I love receiving tease and denial, especially when combined with service, submission, bondage, and intense sensations. Chastity play has fascinated me for years; although many of my fantasies involve being locked up and controlled, I haven’t yet had the chance to explore them fully. My relationship status is complex at best. I date several people, but there isn’t anyone to whom I am primarily dedicated or submissive. I often fantasize about becoming a personal chastity slave, dressed in latex and fetish gear. A personal toy for play as well as service, tending to the physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual needs of my devoted partner. The idea of having another person harness, control, and direct my sexual passion appeals greatly to me. I enjoy prolonged teasing and tease-and-denial dynamics. To me, chastity represents a profound level of control. I am also drawn to what I call (en)forced femininity. As a trans woman living full-time, sometimes motivating myself for the extra daily grooming feels challenging. However, doing it for another gives the process meaning and purpose. One day, I hope to find someone with whom I can blend my interests in chastity and (en)forced femininity. On another note, I haven’t bought a chastity device yet. As a student on a tight budget, I am considering purchasing a CB-2000 as a first-time or starter model. With the KSD-G2, it seems to make for a very secure fit. For those who have used a CB-2000, what were your thoughts? Is it worth buying? Or would saving up for a higher-end model serve me better?