Chastity and orgasm denial discussion

I feel awful. My wife and Goddess have been away all week, coming back tomorrow, while I’ve stayed home locked up without an orgasm for 35 days. Today I read some highly stimulating fiction about a husband being persuaded into chastity by his wife—it got me so aroused that I started rubbing myself between the metal bars of my new cage and couldn’t help but climax. I didn’t realize it was possible to pleasure myself while wearing this cage. Although I know that’s not really an excuse, I’m confident it won’t happen again—just like 35 days ago when I had another unauthorized cagegasm using a magic wand: I was unaware until the moment, then climaxed, and have since kept my hands off the device. I plan to tell my wife when she returns tomorrow. We keep our relationship open and honest between us. I hope she shows mercy and gives me a punishment that deepens my submission.