Greetings everyone,
I felt it was high time to share the reasons for my presence on this site. I have a strong interest and need to remain in chastity under someone else’s total control.
It all began when I was involved in what appeared to be a standard heterosexual relationship with my partner. Although we didn’t set out intending for things to go that way, I believe it started here for me. Throughout the relationship, I was controlled regarding how, where, and what I did—socially, domestically, and sexually.
I generally went along with most things, though we argued frequently. Regarding our sex life, she held total control over when and if intimacy occurred. This dynamic didn’t work well for me, so we eventually parted ways. However, this experience made me wonder if perhaps I had naturally gravitated toward that path without fully realizing it myself.
I started to think maybe this was what I truly desired, as the idea of serving someone appealed to me. I tried exploring this dynamic with a couple of pro dommes whom I visited, but soon realized they were really servicing me rather than my servicing them. I found the concept of being served very rewarding; having someone else in charge felt more natural to me than being an equal partner.
I decided to look further for a person to serve. Eight months later, I was fortunate enough to meet Mistress Andrea, a 24/7 lifestyle practitioner, through an internet site. After about six weeks of online chatting, we met in person and discussed things further. I ended up serving Mistress Andrea along with her two other female submissives as a houseboy.
My duties were primarily domestic: cleaning, washing, some cooking, etc. I was there to be used whenever required by the mistress and her subs. Since she is gay, she didn’t have any need for me sexually. By the end of that first week serving her (which usually happened before work, after work, and on weekends—sometimes sleeping at her place, but generally going home), I was introduced to chastity, a concept I hadn’t known much about until then.
I was initially fitted with a CB2000, which later changed to a CB3000. Mistress told me that when not in her presence, I would be locked up 24/7. I served Mistress for nearly four years, and during all that time while serving her, I remained in chastity.
I was never permitted to touch myself whenever the device was off, nor allowed any female contact or masturbation during that period. The only release I ever received came via milking, with no genital stimulation usually involved. This typically occurred after one of Mistress’s dinner parties where I acted as waiter, cleaner, and servant for the evening. If I pleased her, her sub Jo would milk me, sometimes in front of guests, which found very humiliating and not particularly enjoyable because I rarely orgasmed; I just ejaculated, giving some relief from sexual frustration.
Although this lifestyle took a lot of getting used to, I now find myself extremely frustrated by the fact that I control myself. I really do need someone to have control over me again.
Unfortunately, I had to move interstate due to work commitments; that is the only reason I am not still serving Mistress Andrea.
I am currently looking for someone here to serve. I’ve been considering putting myself in chastity until I find a new mistress because I feel I shouldn’t have this freedom and self-control anymore. I tried using a CB3k, posting the key to myself, dealing with wrong addresses, etc., but found that if you really want out of a CB3k, you can cut them off or break them. While locked in one knowing escape was possible wasn’t ideal—it felt different while serving Mistress because she had marked both the cage ring and lock, so any attempt to change them would be known.
I am looking at getting a Lori tube with a piercing as it looks like there is no way out without the key; this ensures I know for certain that I am 100 percent locked up with no release. I desperately love to serve someone again soon, and in the meantime, while I find someone who might fit.
Can anyone tell me if a Lori tube with a piercing is truly escape-proof? Thanks for now, Servant1966