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Hello everyone, I’d like to share an update on something that occurred today, which has led me to a few questions. My wife keeps me in chastity, but she permits me occasional massages from a lovely Thai woman, provided I keep my CB6kS on. Today was unusual. I booked my regular session with “Irene” and opted to wear my Aneros as well. I thought Irene wouldn’t object since I hoped for an extra boost during the massage. That’s about all I can get from her because she has NEVER given me a “Happy Ending.” Irene noticed the device but didn’t seem bothered by it. Most of the time, she chatted about her recent trip to Thailand where she visited family and old friends. She also mentioned seeing some “ladyboys” there. Then she asked if I would let another masseuse (sp) at our facility check me out—she is a ladyboy—and see my situation (naked, locked in the CB6KS with an Aneros Progasm inserted). The laydboy (Ashleigh) entered and greeted me…and immediately started pumping the Aneros in and out of my body. After getting over my surprise, I relaxed and enjoyed the prostate stimulation while Ashleigh continued to work the small plastic probe inside me. Here is what happened, which brings up my questions: After roughly 20 minutes, I felt really good and semen flowed from my soft but aroused penis. I could watch it stream out steadily for about 30 seconds. My queries: Was this “milking” or did I cum? Definitely not a full erection since the 6Kshort allows almost no expansion at all. The release was pleasant, though it lacked the pulsing sensation of a typical orgasm. Finally, I have never in my life felt so completely drained out. To be clear, I wasn’t tired, but I experienced an inner peace and cleansing unlike anything I’ve had from an orgasm before. Please share your thoughts. This experience didn’t match what I expected milking to feel like. So I’m wondering if it was actually a gentle yet complete orgasm, or just proper milking. Most importantly, do you think this counts as a release against my 6-month chastity streak? Or is it simply milked on the path toward six months? Naturally, my CB6KS remained in place throughout all of this. Thanks for your comments, David