Hello everyone,
I have a curious situation here.
It has been 138 days since my lovely Mistress denied me. I am wearing my device around the clock and absolutely enjoying it. I feel so thankful to her, thanking her every day because having a key holder was always my dream, and now that is exactly what I have. I talk with many people on blogs, forums, chat rooms, etc., and they constantly ask if I miss Orgasm. The honest answer is no, not really.
Over the past weekend, she let me out for one night so I could wash properly. I kept my panties on during that time (as expected). I didn’t touch myself at all because her cock remains the toy to be played with, rather than mine. However, I realized I actually missed having the device in place. Has anyone else felt this way? The craving for chastity combined with a lack of interest in Orgasm.
I know some folks suggest that being locked and left alone causes this, but I certainly am not neglected. I get teased often while wearing it, and I read many naughty blogs (lol), so there is always something happening downstairs.;)
Is this just a mental state where I don’t crave orgasms, or do you think it’s because my devotion to my Mistress is so strong that nothing else matters?
I’d love your thoughts. As someone who enjoys being a bit of a slut, I know I like things others might not, so perhaps this is simply an extension of that trait.