Why do we so deeply yearn for the state of chastity...?

We have all traveled our own unique paths into chastity… yet what sustains our desire for it, and WHY do we genuinely yearn to return to being locked up after a period of freedom? Even just hours into our “FREEDOM,” why does the urge to be caged again take hold… or when given the chance to masturbate, we simply refuse. Have we been conditioned? - have we become ‘dependent’ on the dopamine levels triggered by our brains? I certainly do. Even after my first two months, I crave chastity. I was released overnight and had the opportunity to let go myself—but didn’t, could barely bring myself to do it. I even started getting irritable … feeling relieved when she locked me back up. Now with my cock in a cage, I feel compelled to please her; horny as hell, yet loving every moment… What has chastity done to us that we crave it so much?…