Greetings everyone, I am new to this place and posting here for the first time. I used to be part of ‘Chastity Lifestyle’ but Mistress Michell invited me over (she was very kind when she answered my questions), so here I have arrived.
For my debut post, I want to be completely honest and share my background, fetishes, and why I need your assistance? I am unsure where to begin with expressing my feelings, so I will give it a shot. Looking back, I can identify the moment my submissive desire began to form. I was quite young, around 5 or 6 years old. My female cousin and I were kicking a small ball indoors. She wore some see-through socks she called pop-socks (yes, this shows my age; they are now known as knee highs). She had jeans on with her pretty feet covered in tan nylon, which looked lovely.
In short, I tripped and fell, and she placed her foot on me to claim victory. I was about to speak when she lifted her foot and hovered it over my face for a few seconds that felt like an eternity. She laughed and walked away, but the seed had been planted and I would eventually become hooked.
Here are the fetishes I believe define me:
- Anything made of nylon: pantyhose, stockings, knee highs—I adore seeing women wear them and love wearing them myself (though my wife does not know). The feel and texture are wonderful. Even better are smelly feet in pantyhose; the aroma of sweaty soles sends me into sub space instantly. I also enjoy being tied up with nylon materials tightly applied. Furthermore, I appreciate worshipping women who wear pantyhose because the hose holds their nectar, making it more addictive to suck and lick.
- I have a soft spot for bitchy females; they make my knees weak. The stronger and more bitchy they are, the more afraid of them I become—they truly seem like the superior sex.
- Male chastity appeals greatly to me because women hold complete control over men’s bodies. They can command anything you do, and given time, you will obey.
- Pain/BDSM is not my primary focus, but if correction is needed, I accept it as long as it remains the woman’s choice ultimately.
- Most aspects of femdom attract me since I yearn to serve. My exceptions are underage subjects, animals, blood, and scat! Everything else works for me; I would try almost anything.
Now that you know my background (apologies for the length but clarity is important), let me explain why I need your help with my situation? I adore my wife—she is beautiful and central to my world—but she tends toward being quite normal when it comes to trying new things. While I have mentioned some of my interests before and shown her written materials, those attempts caused major arguments which I wish to avoid repeating. Even mentioning pantyhose sparked uproar and ruined a weekend once.
We have been together for eight years and are settled in our routine; we just wish our lifestyle were more adventurous? I know this might sound selfish, but I want to give up some of myself for my wife’s long-term happiness because she is the goddess I believe her to be. During arguments, she hates losing ground and appears so dominant—that was actually what drew me to her originally.
Therefore, I ask all of you, both Mistresses and subs, please advise me on this dilemma? I work unusual hours but will try logging in daily etc… Thanks in advance (and feel free to ask anything) Regards Pantyhose (T)